Never trust in love.Love may kill.

Yeah..
Im totally awake..thank you..
Honestly, i should angry you bout everythg u did. but i didnt..
I just dont know why.
but just let it be.. everythg is over already...
I try to ignore what ppl talk bout me,
or how ppl look at me..
I just blaming myself for always dropping in a same trap.
Nvr learn from the experiences..
But u really did well..

I think u can get the Best Actor for this year...
Nthg wan to talk with you alr..
I will forget you slowly by reminding myself how many pain that u had give me !
But those happiness with you will always remind me that i really did LOVE you before.
SORRY

I cant do anythg for you anymore..
I just hope that You can have a better life.
You can solves all your problem smoothly(if you didnt lie me bout this)
You wont get injure when fighting.
You can change to be a better person.

but
YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU ARE THE WORST THAT I EVER MET !

For you,
i really hope that you can change.
Player also gt many types.
Pls pay some responsible to the girls.
You should love the girls, not to lie.
Honestly,i didnt angry at you.
I still asking you for the truth after i heard smthg from few os my frens.
Some of them not even close to me, but they still gave me an advice.
I tried to ignore.
But u also tried to lie me for the one last time.
How disappointed i am when i saw the truth by myslelf.
I nvr regret by loving you.
I really hope that you can really love someone.
Dont play ppl's feeling like this.
Its HURT.
I dont want you try this feeling for your coming there since you believe in Karma.
Bless you.
I LOVE YOU, BABE.
Allow me to say for the last time.
Always be happy.
I really love the way you smile.
=)

Goodbye my love.
END WITH TEARS.WOKE UP WITH TEARS.
Fot the one last chance.

♥

超級累的一天！

25/08/10

唉！
一早就答應了老爸要幫他打掃新家！
所以呢，今天特地請假留在新家一整天抹房子！
可憐的我！
不過呢！新家還蠻美的啦！我還蠻喜歡的說！
哇！
我一個人在那兒抹了一整天，
腳都酸了，
不過還好，這樣我就沒有多餘的時間來想些有的沒的啦！
還有，
我有話想說！！！
那到底是什麼地方啊？線差到！
明明已經是藍色線的（證明有線），可是只是Emergency Call而已！
我的媽啊！！
1點多老爸買了KFC給我！
吃完，沖一下涼，又要工作了！
腳真的很痛啦！
幸好只是呆到5點，不然我真的會死在那兒！

超級大的蟑螂～
無聊！停一下拍一拍照！哈哈！

享受我美味的KFC！

我喜歡新家的鐵門！ 有很有中國風的Bamboo！

終於夠鐘回家啦！

過後，回到家沒多久。
我就出來了！
不想呆在家！
可是卻讓我在Infi看到你，害到我的心情很糟糕！
唉～算啦！
我只是想知道原因而已嘛！
幹嘛不講清楚呢？
還沒到東區前，在Done Studio逗留了兩個時候！

看著鹹帶既Hoshi！哈哈～

在教跳舞的Chung仔！

唉！算啦！都是不要講那麼多啦！再見！

=)

As usual..
My line was suck..haha..i cant even dare to play my poker...
Today and yest(sat & sun) also gt a lot of ppl hang arnd..
but..
NO BUSINESS
LOL
So, i blog a bit.. haha..XD
Finally i talked to him..woohoo..Im so happy now.
Nthg change, we didnt couple back.
But at least i talk to him..
so i felt much more better now.
the HAPPYFISH is back.. ^^
Yeah..
Act i heard smthg bad bout him from one of my friend.
really terrible one.
but after i talked to him,
i choosed to trust him.. i know that im stupid.
cause i choosed to believe a guy that im not know him well..
but LOVE is like that..
I DO LOVE HIM
but dont let me find out that you re lying at the end..!
woohoo..
Im alive la..
So..friends..no need to worry bout me alr la.. =)

I still love you, my babe <3

Life still go on...

Thought like posting our sweet sweet photos here..
but after today,
I think better i keep in heart forever..
I even removed the picture that gt you and me inside from the blog.
Sorry for bringing trouble to you.. i really doenst mean it..
I know many ppls will said that i was stupid for being together with you..
Sure many ppls talking bad behind me..
I know many ppls also wont bless me..
But who care..
I DO WHAT I LIKE..
and this is what i get now..i will nvr regret...
Sorry for nt trusting you.
Honestly,i suspected every single word u told me..Really sorry bout that..
Im having a lot of pressure...
and for this few days.. i was really collapsed..
I just felt better for today after i suggested to break yest...
is good for me and you..
I really confused bout your love..
Maybe you are really serious to me? Or maybe u re bored with me?
I duno.. but smthg was chanced...
I hope you can have a better life after that..
Evrything going smooth..
For your age, nothing should be worry...
You should live happily.. just enjoy ur life..
But pls.. dn fight always.. I dont hope that you get injure..!

Haha..just now one of my net friend ask me for the msn.
It reminds me bout you...
Still rmb last time we chat through msn while u was waiting to work ?
heees=)
Im nt even know how to switch on the webcam.. so lame =.=
If im mistaken,
that is the 2nd day i knew you.. ^^

Act yest night i viewed back all of our text,
you're really a sweet talker as how you desribed yourself.
I still rmb that i was always smiling when read ur msg..
I rmb that you sent me a text bout promised me that you will always reply my msg.
You said i can ask anythg from you if u didnt do it..
I rmb that you said im the only gf for you for this moment.
You said my love is keep away ur pain when u was having a tattoo.
I rmb that u send a fb inbox msg to me just to apologize for sending me home late.
You said you will be my driver.
You said you hope that our relationship can last longer.
I rmb that you copied the 魚 from googles and paste it on ur wall.
I like the way you called me baby and a smiley behind.
I dont know whether is really true from your heart
or just a bait to hook me..
Maybe im just a JERK for you
or just a JOKE for everyone.
But is really a very very sweet memories for me!

Bless You !
When i said I LOVE YOU pls believe it
cause i really means it !
no matter you love me or not !

End with tears
10082408

I'm dying =(

I was so depressed for this few days..
i dont know how to release my feeling...i don't know who i can share my stuffs..
Now i only know that i got lotsa so called friends..=D
The another me is teasing my ownself..
Tears is dropping out non-stop.
Everytime i close my eyes, i also will think bout you.
my mind is fulled of you.
But dont know why and dont know since when..
everything chenged..
Last time i will smile when im reading ur text..
but now im bleeding.
i cant feel your love inside.
I cant feel the love that you always said it to me..
I felt nothing..
I even scare to ask you for smthg..
u can imagine how worst is our relationship.
im glad that u came to fetch me after i finish work..
but im quite regret that i ask so.
Thgs become worst..
We didnt talk in the car...
Nthg happened on the way home..
There was no electricity supply when i reached home...
i sit in the bathroom without any clothes any light...
whole room was dark..only with a little bit moon light...
i keep on use water to pour on my body...
and i cried...
My mind was blank. and im still waiting for your msg...
At last,
i also end up with disappointed.
Viewing the most sweet text from you...
It really makes me smile no matter i read it for how many times..
but just few days after,
u changed..cant u notice that ?
And after that,
i cried for every single time i read this text...

From you:

Baby.. Im sorry..
Cause made you stayed up till so late..
Made you till so sleepy..
After i get my own car tomorrow..
You wont have to find people fetch jor.. I shall be your driver..
Hmmm.. You asked me,why i like you?
why i wanna be with you?
Cause you are really special to me..
Unlike other girls, you are different.. You are one of a kind..
You gave me warmness and made me happy always..
And im addicted to you..
I really hope that our relationship will last longer than we had expected..
I hope you dont care about what people say about us, we be who we are..
Thats enough..
I really do love you, and i will always do..
Sleep tight babe..
Sweet dreams.. muacksssssssssssss
I miss you like crazy ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Im dying now !
R.I.P

end wit tears

Samsons - Kenangan Terindah

Tiba-tibe saya teringat lagu ini.. kalau x silap, lagu ni sudah ada 3 tahun kan?
saya pun berapa ingat.
masa tu, saya terdengar lagu ni kat extra,ipoh parade...
saya terus jatuh cinta kat lagu ni,
dan saya tanya salah satu pekerja malay..
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main lagu ni sepanjang hari...

KENANGAN TERINDAH-SAMSONS



Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh...

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

♥

我只想要簡簡單單的快樂！

昨天一整天，
都很想哭，很多時候，眼淚都會情不自禁的掉了出來。
回到家，
更是一發不可收拾！
我哭了，斷斷續續應該有6個小時吧！
眼睛都超腫的！
真的很難看！
而且我家人都聽到我哭的聲音，應該不會嚇到他們吧！
膽小的人應該會以為是鬼哭吧！哈哈！
為什麼每一次的都是那麼的不如意呢？
難道是報應？
我應該都沒有玩弄過別人的感情啊！ 為什麼呢？
我很喜歡你的甜言蜜語。
真的，我可以對着它們笑一整天！
可是，
你每每答應我的事，你都不會去實踐！
說過的話，總是在第二天就忘記了！晚上才吵過，第二天你還是一樣重蹈覆轍！
對我忽冷忽熱！
我知道你面對很多壓力，我何嘗不是呢？
可是你沒有試過想和我分享呢？
你有沒有想過要和我講呢？
你說我不了解你，你有給過我機會嗎？
我根本不知道你在做什麼！
該接到你信息的時候，
我電話總是空空的！一次又一次的失望！
一天對你來說，可能不怎麼樣！
但是，對我來說，我真的接受不到！你難道就沒有那種感覺？
真的可以若無其事的度過你的一整天嗎？
我真的不能接受這樣的溝通方式！
我想沒有任何一個女生能接受！
不是說我小氣！我的要求真的很簡單！
我可以不花你的錢，
我可以不用叫你大老遠來載我！我不需要花束，不需要鑽戒！
我只是希望當需要你想起我時，你會想起我！
我真的不喜歡也接受不了你這樣對我！
我不想再聽到你的對不起，
也不想聽到你的甜言蜜語，
那根本是個毒藥，藥效沒了，我還是一樣的難過！

我那他媽的眼睛！
已經腫成這個樣子了！我自己看到都感覺很恐怖！
我根本不敢抬起頭看人！
T.T

最近的身體真的很糟糕！
不知道哪裡出了問題！我又不喜歡看醫生！
而且，我沒錢！
唉～怎麼辦？？？ 誰能教教我？？？
我只想快快樂樂的生活！
別那麼多問題纏着我可以嗎？

Cheer babe cheer..
IMMA HAPPYFISH FOREVER !

My Sexy BItch MAGMAG 's Birthday Party ♥

Yeah..
We choosed to celebrate her birthday on sat...
but act we should celebrate it one dat before but she wan to leave it to her friends.
So nvm la..
Sat is more clowded..and the party sure will more syok.. =)
Everyone was busy making suprise for her.
Yeah.. I hope she enjoyed it.
Haiz.. but that day is really a bad day for me !
Hmm.. but dn wan to mention here.. spoilt the post only..
This should be a happy post !!!
Well..
That night dress code is FLOWER DRESS.
Everyone must put on clothes with flower.
i gt a lot of it.. long one, short one, deep V, tube dress......
but i still bought a new one..
Just gt the mood for having a new one ><"
Hmm... Dear came and fetch me at arnd 9..
and i reached Club9 at 10..
I went there alone cause dear wan to meet with his friends..
I was alone there, luckily Dj Adrian was free to chat with me...
Finally they reached at 1045... Fucking late... ><"
Lets enjoy with the pictures... ♥

My new flower dress.. My new outfit...Dear said nt nice wor =.=

The pretty Birthday Queen !

Jessica and me !

Clarie and me !

Tracy and me !

ShevineKei and me !

Pretty Mimikio and me !

Ahbo and me !

she always doing funny action lo ... Lmao !

Our beatiful handsssss...=)

Her Birthday Cake... Dounuts... ^^ Her favourite =)

Hoho. she looks nice in every single picture... Jealous ><" All of them aimed my boobs for whole night long.. *blush*

Im bringing SEXYBACK..Justin Timberlake.. woohooo...♥

I still met alots of party animals there..
Haha...^^
Victoria and my luilui-xiaoyao !

Sinpei and me !

Another who celebrated his birtdhay on that- Teehor

Michie..the birthday girl also ~

Xiao ya and me !

My luilui- Clovi and me !

Strom and me !

Jiajia and me !
Omg.. see the different?

Duno what is his name alr.. haha.. He is a DJ as well!

Alan.. Finally i can take picture with him .. ><"

Ann and me !

Ann's bf and me ! I always 4got his name.. haha !

Deejay koh, Auspion and Me in Hades !!!! ^^

Hades and me !

Met my aunt's fren otw back to club9 !!! What'a her name alr? ish...cant rmb !


Thought wanna make myself drunk..
but finally i just drink 4 glasses of Coke..
I dn wan to take picture with my fucking red chubby face..like sohai !
At last,
my mood is keep moody still..
Im nt happy at all..
End with moody shit!
Byez