When I close my eyes I think of you And the times we've had been through Even though were far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me How you've make my world complete But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope Wishing we could start a life our own I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart You said you'll love me from the start All those painful things you've put me through But I'm still loving you I've tried to give my best to you I don't deserve the things you do Everything has gone to memories I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
Why did you tear my heart apart You said you'll love me from the start All those painful things you've put me through But I'm still loving you I've tried to give my best to you I don't deserve the things you do Everything has gone to memories I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
If you ever leave me baby, Leave some morphine at my door ‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication To realize what we used to have, We don’t have it anymore.
There’s no religion that could save me No matter how long my knees are on the floor So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’ Will keep you by my side Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.
Cause there’ll be no sunlight If I lose you, baby There’ll be no clear skies If I lose you, baby Just like the clouds My eyes will do the same, if you walk away Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...
I’ll never be your mother’s favorite Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing Sayin there goes my little girl Walkin’ with that troublesome guy
But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding If that’ll make you mine
Cause there’ll be no sunlight If I lose you, baby There’ll be no clear skies If I lose you, baby Just like the clouds My eyes will do the same if you walk away Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...
Don’t just say, goodbye Don’t just say, goodbye I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding If that’ll make it right
IT WIL RAIN -BRUNO MARS
Im home, just back from work and done my bath. I miss u again, and again. This is the 2nd month after u last came back. and for this moment, i suppose to appear in Spore but nt sitting here to blog. But unluckily, everything had changed, im just sit here alone with a laptop and an Iphone which ur name will nvr appear again. After arnd 23 days and nights, i still failed to keep the 'emo' away.
I miss u when im awake. My phone will always 'ding..ding..' as alarm every morning...last time.... I miss u when im eating. Everytime u also will put food on my plate.. scolding me for so choosy. and the 1st time had dinner in ur house. U ready everything for me and helped me clean the dishes too. But i just nvr expect that.. thats the 1st time, also the last time, and is the only chance. I miss u when im hanging arnd in Jusco. The 1st time u hold my hand there. helped me carry my bag and walking in the rain to the carpark. That time, tears in my heart bcoz of happiness. I felt so lovely. I miss u everyday at arnd 330pm. is finally ur breaktime and finally u have more time to chat with me. even just arnd half n hour before u take ur nap everyday. I miss u during my work at the night. coz there was always someone asked me to go home earlier, dont drink too much, and wait me to reach home before he sleep. I miss every single songs that u sang to me.. is sucks n funny. Haha... God damn, i really miss ur voice so much !!!! miss ur voice when u was telling me how much u love me through the phone. miss ur face when u was telling me how much u love me when we re together. You just dare nt to look into my eyes, and said: 'Ngor hou lurb lei !' Ya.. u just 'lurb' me, nt love, and nvr is love, i think. I miss the moment when i slept in ur arm and listening to ur snoring. Is noisy. but i can felt u. thats y i like it. The last chance for me to listen to ur snore, no more in ur arm. I just sitting queitly next to u, looking at u, staring at the face i love the most. that night, i wish the sky nvr bright. But my wish nvr come true. u have to leave... away from me. I miss the moment when u said u will bring me to Universal, Phuket and ...... I dn care whether u were bluffing on that time, i just felt sweet deep inside my heart. Im just miss everything bout you.
Sorry.. I duno how to let go. I duno how to forget you. I duno how to stop missing you and the time we spent together. I duno when i can really stop crying everyday.
My life is sucks enough,,and fuck up to the max, This situation is the very 1st time for me. I nvr cried for a person for such a long time. I lost myself. I forget how to smile. I forget how to enjoy my life. I forget the way back to happyfish.
I JUST FUCKING LOST MYSELF. AND I LOST YOU TOO. I MISS YOU. AND I MISS YOU TOO.
Well, i just back from dinner with my family.. Just 5 of us, my aunt , my 2 cousins, and my grandnanny, is her birthday today... Wish her always stay happy and healthy. no more pain and those oldman's sick. Love you always. My aunt brought us to a new opening spaghetti shop named SSTC. located in east garden, Ipoh. Behind the McDonald.
SPAGHETTISWEET TEA CAFE
the bar.
Iced mocha and iced chocolate
the skipper kiwi apple juice
Hot hazelnut
Salmon spagheti with tomato souce
turkey ham with white souce. ppl who like to eat cheese alot. strongly recommended this to u. Nice. :)
Sausage spaghetti with red souce
special dishes of the day.
Sharing is caring.. thats y we shared the food,, so that all of us can try every dishes. :) Happy Family ^^
My lovely aunt and my grandnanny :)
with all the grandchildren. :)
this is the outlook of the shop. Located at east garden. just beside the petrol station next to the McDonald. To all the spaghetti lover, u can have a try here. Original spaghetti from Italy. :)
