It will rain. and my sky is grey.

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand

Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

IT WIL RAIN -BRUNO MARS

Im home, just back from work and done my bath.
I miss u again, and again.
This is the 2nd month after u last came back.
and for this moment, i suppose to appear in Spore but nt sitting here to blog.
But unluckily, everything had changed,
im just sit here alone with a laptop and an Iphone which ur name will nvr appear again.
After arnd 23 days and nights,
i still failed to keep the 'emo' away.

I miss u when im awake.
My phone will always 'ding..ding..' as alarm every morning...last time....
I miss u when im eating.
Everytime u also will put food on my plate.. scolding me for so choosy.
and the 1st time had dinner in ur house.
U ready everything for me and helped me clean the dishes too.
But i just nvr expect that.. thats the 1st time, also the last time, and is the only chance.
I miss u when im hanging arnd in Jusco.
The 1st time u hold my hand there.
helped me carry my bag and walking in the rain to the carpark.
That time, tears in my heart bcoz of happiness.
I felt so lovely.
I miss u everyday at arnd 330pm.
is finally ur breaktime and finally u have more time to chat with me.
even just arnd half n hour before u take ur nap everyday.
I miss u during my work at the night.
coz there was always someone asked me to go home earlier, dont drink too much,
and wait me to reach home before he sleep.
I miss every single songs that u sang to me..
is sucks n funny. Haha... God damn, i really miss ur voice so much !!!!
miss ur voice when u was telling me how much u love me through the phone.
miss ur face when u was telling me how much u love me when we re together.
You just dare nt to look into my eyes, and said: 'Ngor hou lurb lei !'
Ya.. u just 'lurb' me, nt love, and nvr is love, i think.
I miss the moment when i slept in ur arm and listening to ur snoring.
Is noisy. but i can felt u. thats y i like it.
The last chance for me to listen to ur snore, no more in ur arm.
I just sitting queitly next to u,
looking at u, staring at the face i love the most.
that night, i wish the sky nvr bright.
But my wish nvr come true. u have to leave... away from me.
I miss the moment when u said u will bring me to Universal, Phuket and ......
I dn care whether u were bluffing on that time,
i just felt sweet deep inside my heart.
Im just miss everything bout you.

Sorry..
I duno how to let go.
I duno how to forget you.
I duno how to stop missing you and the time we spent together.
I duno when i can really stop crying everyday.

My life is sucks enough,,and fuck up to the max,
This situation is the very 1st time for me.
I nvr cried for a person for such a long time.
I lost myself.
I forget how to smile.
I forget how to enjoy my life.
I forget the way back to happyfish.

I JUST FUCKING LOST MYSELF. AND I LOST YOU TOO.
I MISS YOU.
AND I MISS YOU TOO.

N.I.G.H.T
talking to the moon.